Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Morning Weigh-In - 199.0 lbs

(Yay! One pound down! My weight yesterday morning was 200.2 lbs.)

Breakfast: Vanilla Yogurt with Fresh Strawberries
1 cup vanilla yogurt - 200 cals
2 strawberries - 8 cals
16 ounces, 2 cups brewed tea - 4 cals
2 tbsp sugar - 90
TOTAL ~ 302 cals

Lunch:
1 slice hearty white bread - 120
1 tbsp cream cheese - 50 cals
16 ounces coffee - 4 cals
1/4 cup whole milk - 40 cals
2 tbsp sugar - 90 cals
TOTAL ~ 304 cals

Dinner: Steak with Croissant and Veggies
1 croissant - 110 cals
3.5 ounces chuck tender steak - 207 cals
1 tbsp olive oil - 120
1/2 cup mixed veggies - 60 cals
20 ounces Vita Water - 25 cals
TOTAL ~ 522 cals

GRAND TOTAL ~ 1128 cals

122 under target

Final Weigh-In ~ 202.6 lbs

(I'm really confused about being heavier at night then I am when I wake up. I suppose it's the weight of dinner.)
Lunch: Pork Stir-fry with Broccoli, Carrots, Cauliflower, served over White Rice
2 baby carrots - 8 cals (!!)
2 tbsp soy sauce - 20 cals
1 1/2 cup broccoli and cauliflower - 45 cals
1/2 cup rice, uncooked - 350 cals
TOTAL ~ 423 cals

Snack: Banana with Triscuit Crackers
6 Triscuit crackers - 120 cals
1/2 banana - 55 cals
16 ounces, 2 cups coffee - 4 cals
3 tbsp sugar - 135 cals
1/4 cup whole milk - 40 cals
TOTAL ~ 354 cals

Dinner: Turkey, Egg and Cheese Breakfast Sandwich
1 slice turkey breast - 20 cals
1 slice provolone cheese - 70 cals
1 whole grain english muffin - 150 cals
1 poached egg - 75 cals
24 ounces, 3 cups brewed tea - 8 cals
3 tbsp sugar - 135 cals
2 strawberries - 8 cals
TOTAL ~ 476

GRAND TOTAL ~ 1253 cals

3 cals over goal


=(

Weigh-In: 202.2 lbs

Monday, June 1, 2009

Let the games begin!

Okay, so I kinda have a gameplan for this...'journey'. Every day I will make a note of everything I eat and the calorie content therein, as well as tracking thoughts and tips and ideas and recipes and such. Whether it tastes good, bad, easy to cook, blah blah blah. I'm trying to be helpful, yah?

Also I will track different exercise plans, activities, ideas...real world things, videos, reviews, et cetera. I guess I am just being a little vague because I am kinda flying by the seat of my pants. So....let's go!

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Morning Weigh-In: 200.4 lbs

Lunch: Turkey and Cheese Sandwich with Pickles
(okay, so I'm not that creative going into this. Bear with me.)
2 slices white bread - 120 cals
2 slices turkey breast - 40 cals
1 slice provolone cheese - 70 cals
2 zesty garlic pickles - 10 cals (!!)
8 ounces, 1 cup Snapple Fruit Punch - 110 cals
TOTAL ~ 350 cals

Dinner: Barbeque Pork Chops with Yellow Corn and Ceasar Salad
(See, it got better!)
Pork Chop, ~4 ounces - 130 cals
2 tablespoons barbeque sauce - 50 cals
3 leaves Romaine lettuce - 3 cals (!!)
1 tablespoon ceasar dressing - 75 cals
1 tablespoon parmesan cheese - 10 cals (!!)
1/2 cup yellow corn, frozen - 66 cals
1 cup Hawaiin Punch Orange juice drink - 80 cals
TOTAL ~ 414 cals

Late Night Snack: Triscuits, Cheddar Cheese, Red Grapes, Banana
(I understand late night eating is bad, it's a scheduling issue most nights and I don't eat breakfast.)
1/2 banana - 55 cals
6 Black Pepper and Olive Oil Triscuit crackers - 120 cals
2 ounces cheddar cheese - 220 cals
10 grapes - 34 cals
24 ounces, 3 cups lemon ice water - 0 cals (!!)
TOTAL ~ 429 cals

GRAND TOTAL ~1193 cals

57 cals under target.

Calories Burned During Activities
Badminton, 18 minutes - 122 cals
Walking, 2mph for 15 minutes - 84 cals

Average Calories Burned Metabolically - 2000 cals
TOTAL ~ 2206 cals

Total Caloric Intake = -1013 cals

Final Weigh-in: 202.4

(Not gonna try explaining that one)

Revelation

I must effect the change I want to see in my world. How poignantly cheesy. So...what does that mean?

Well...I was hit by a very very startling fact that I have long been denying. Last night, upon arriving home from the supermarket, where I had purchased the infamous 'scale', I decided to step on it.

The number that appeared on the small digital screen was enough to leave me breathless. Somehow, by neglecting to simply be aware, I have managed gain a LOT of weight. I almost don't want to put it in black and white on the screen, but this blog is going to become my confessional and my form of accountability. I need to be upfront with myself most of all.

I weigh 200 pounds. I am 70-75 pounds overweight.

70 pounds?


70 pounds.

It is a hard number to look at. Very hard. It's upsetting, depressing, angering. It is hard to accept. I almost try to deny it. But I can't.

Instead, I have become resilient. I will change. I will beat this. I will overcome and be better for it. And I plan to track my progress from this point forward using this formerly directionless blog.

My goals? To lose at LEAST 70 pounds by my 23 birthday on October 4. 4 months. 18 pounds a month. Roughly 5 pounds a week. Do you think I can do it? I think I can.

No, I know I can.